Another lonely Saturday

6.45 am - Wake up, hang out the laundry

7.30 am - Jogging with housemate, Jia Shin and friend at Bulatan Park

9.00 am - Back home.

9.15 am - Sprayed weedkiller all over garden.

9.45 am - Sweep clean and mopped the house.

10.30 am - Ate brunch, cooked by Jia Shin

11.30 am - Iron all clothes. Including bedsheets.

12.30 noon - Watch DVD. Alone.

3.00 pm - Sleep. Alone.

5.00 pm - Wake up, go Bintang Plaza for shopping and dinner. Alone.

6.30 pm - Watch Spiderman 3. Alone.

9.30 pm - Home alone again.

I’ll make it through the rainy days
I’ll be the one who stands here longer than the rest
When my landscape changes, rearranges
I’ll be stronger than I’ve ever been
No more stillness, more sunlight,
Everything’s gonna be alright

I know that there’s gonna be a change
Better find your way out of your fear
If you wanna come with me
Then that’s the way it’s gotta be
I’m all alone and finally
I’m getting stronger
You’ll come to see
Just what I can be
I’m getting stronger

Sometimes I feel so down and out
Like emotion that’s been captured in a maze
I had my ups and downs
Trials and tribulations,
I overcome it day by day,
Feeling good and almost powerful
A new me, that’s what I’m looking for

I didn’t know what I had to do
I just knew I was alone
People around me
But they didn’t care
So I searched into my soul
I’m not the type of girl that will let them see her cry
It’s not my style
I get by
See I’m gonna do this for me

- Stronger by Sugababes

I am lonely but I must not cry; I will look like hell tomorrow.